i want to be recovered, but i don't want to be in recovery. honestly i can't stand recovery anymore it feels like my entire life revolves around food and weight gain... i just want to get rid of the ed once and for all without working to get rid of it
im an emergency so im spending tonight at a hospital and im going inpatient tomorrow or monday + i won’t have my phone there for atleast two weeks so yea not gonna be active for a bit!!💗
wont be allowed to do sports, two weigh ins per week, if i don’t gain until friday im getting sent to a clinic, turns out my bmi is 15.8 and not 16.3 like i thought #hotgirlsummer