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[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

starting school again!! i’m so excited

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

nessa’s body is so triggering holy shit

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

i need go be this small again

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

LOOK AT MY NEW PJS I LOVE THEM

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

the ‘guy that i’m seeing’ was my 35 year old co worker LMFAO i was so stupidddd

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

told the guy i’m seeing that i’m relapsing and he picked me up from work yesterday to help get my mind off of it and today he suggested going to an anonymous meeting with me to get help :((

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

maybe i should wear my apple watch again to trigger myself idk

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

heeeeeeey (i relapsed)

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

i forgot how easy it was to purge noodles but the spicy ones HURT

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

goodmorning my throat hurts from purging

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

easter brunch today and i dont wanna

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

oh we are so back #NewProfilePic

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

purged in my room for the first time in like months, maybe over a year even lol

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

told the guy i’m seeing that i’m relapsing and he picked me up from work yesterday to help get my mind off of it and today he suggested going to an anonymous meeting with me to get help :((

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

hi can my old mutuals see this

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

quit group therapy thursday and i dont even have a relapse prevention plan and my mom is not supportive at all so if i relapse dont be surprised lol

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

out of all my diagnosis’s anorexia is THE worst

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

man i wish i was dead. i’ll never look good enough

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

@vanillbrunette HAILEY HIII

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

are my old mutuals still here?

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

recovery was going so well but last week i gained 1,3kg in a week (probably bc of my period) but it already made me wanna relapse and i think this just pushed me over the edge

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

every time i like someone i feel the need to compensate and eat less because i think they will like me more if i do and the euphoric feeling of liking someone makes skipping meals so much easier

[cee -ˋ୨୧ ˊ˗ @leafeonespeon]

i’m crushing on someone and i think it made me relapse