‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‎ IF THIS IS A TEST , IM LOSING MY SH. ᐟT

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ would it kill you to care as much as i did . ᐟ .ᐣ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀

[retired, with love♡ @simpIybpd]

don’t you dare forget about me, i hope your heart forever aches at the memory how you treated me.

[ً @holyaches]

and even as i'm kissing him and kissing him and kissing him， i wish i were kissing him. wanting more， more， more， more， like i can't get enough， never will be able to get enough.

[‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‎ IF THIS IS A TEST , IM LOSING MY SH. ᐟT @leavecfabsence]

but I’m not trans ???

[gaydrian .ᐟ @adrianizms]

yes! I got one with your name in trans colors just for you

[‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‎ IF THIS IS A TEST , IM LOSING MY SH. ᐟT @leavecfabsence]

Are you seriously collecting bracelets

[gaydrian .ᐟ @adrianizms]

I'm teasing you.

but I'm excited, you're gonna do great! I'm making friends in the pit, getting lots of fun bracelets

[‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‎ IF THIS IS A TEST , IM LOSING MY SH. ᐟT @leavecfabsence]

No Adrian . I have knee issues . Im old.

[gaydrian .ᐟ @adrianizms]

this sounds like you're sucking dick before your own show

[‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‎ IF THIS IS A TEST , IM LOSING MY SH. ᐟT @leavecfabsence]

Hang on my knees hurt

[gaydrian .ᐟ @adrianizms]

@leavecfabsence Tori I'm at barricade where are you

[ᅠ⟢ᅠ𝗯𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗸ᅠ——ᅠ𝘤𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘬 .ᐟᅠ @lovedclaws]

he's grown so afraid that he'll lose what he owns, but what he doesn't know is that what he's defending is already gone.

[‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‎ IF THIS IS A TEST , IM LOSING MY SH. ᐟT @leavecfabsence]

happy pride

[mitski lyrics @mitski_lyric]

mom, i'm tired
can i sleep in your house tonight?
mom, is it alright
if i stay for a year or two

[mitski lyrics @mitski_lyric]

mom, i'll be quiet
it would be just to sleep at night
and i'll leave once i figure out
how to pay for my own life too

[۟ @sidereumnoxe]

⠀they say i’m a traitor. maybe i am. all i know is that i did what i had to do.

[ale 🐞 @stonedinurattic]

self harming by remaining sober

[𝕺𝙷ˎ 𝕮𝚁𝚄𝙴𝙻 𝕱𝙰𝚃𝙴 .ᐟ @rabidaffections]

I refuse . 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘴𝘦 . 𝙄 𝙍𝙀𝙁𝙐𝙎𝙀 .ᐟ 𝑰 𝑫𝑶𝑵'𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝑵𝑻 𝑻𝑶 𝑮𝑶 𝑩𝑨𝑪𝑲 𝑻𝑶 𝑩𝑬𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑴𝒀 𝑶𝑳𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑳𝑭 𝑨𝑮𝑨𝑰𝑵 .ᐟ

[jeff buckley quotes @quotesbuckley]

Oh, that was so real

[‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‎ IF THIS IS A TEST , IM LOSING MY SH. ᐟT @leavecfabsence]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ✦Silver. ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Tori Cataldi survivors guilt real

[۟ @sidereumnoxe]

⠀she didn’t deserve death. i did— i do.

[۟ @sidereumnoxe]

⠀she didn’t deserve death. i did— i do.

[mitski lyrics @mitski_lyric]

as i got older
i learned i'm a drinker
sometimes a drink feels like family
family

[Skurt Vonnegut @ThisLocalHater]

The Victorian ghost child who resides in my peripheral vision says she doesn't like you

[ꨄ @lostaffections]

when i am angry i do not feel righteous. i feel like a child.