leletipama

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My goal is to become a compassionate and skilled counsellor, and eventually, a great psychologist , who leads with empathy, insight, and an understanding of what it truly means to support people during their most difficult moments.

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@3TimePermaBand @Seergiot3ck That’s always the case until darkness is in your door step

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@Glo_Mu @Dischem The packaging is different though, look at the logo colors(around the tooth)

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@MuloiwaThendo The food really slaps, though😭😭🤏

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And ngizoshada, have a beautiful and healthy home, ikhaya elinemfudumalo

[leletipama @leletipama]

My goal is to become a compassionate and skilled counsellor, and eventually, a great psychologist , who leads with empathy, insight, and an understanding of what it truly means to support people during their most difficult moments.

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Thando's family needs to support her and reassure that it's okay to come back home and start over instead of fighting her constantly. #IsencaneLengane

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Even if the show stops being aired, the abuse won't stop, and Thando won't leave now. this girl is constantly manipulated and gaslit by this family, and her family is not making it any easy for her. She constantly wants to prove to them that the marriage will work#IsencaneLengane

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Yaze yang yangthanda indoda effortlessly

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@MeritTequila She is so manipulative ehh

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I think, also the content fear of removing myself because I feel like a failure just doesn't sit well with me because I'd be selfish failure if I unalive myself, right?

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This morning, when I woke up I was so angry that I woke up, I was literally damn, why I'm I still here 😭😭

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And shame on other days I sit here and think they will be fine without me but I'm like I'd be so mad If one of my people did that to me

Also, I fear embarrassment, imagine I survive, and now I'm known as the suicidal girl, tense, could never survive that

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Lol if I had the power to, I'd remove myself from this earth, but I'm so scared of hurting people around me and I am just a coward who is scared of pain 😅 if I knew a less painful way I'd be happy

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But that's the thing, nothing makes me happy anymore, I'm showing because up because I don't have a choice I need to, but there ain't jot in anything just temporary relief where I feel like I can breath in that moment.

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And I genuinely had no reason to feel like that, I went to bed in such a great mood, woke up this morning, and my man had made me breakfast and left me a cute note

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@darkkcaramel Date people you love and love you so that you don't have to ask such questions

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And obviously just ruined my relationship with my biggest supporter my mom, that lady pays my student loan, private accommodation and tutors to help me understand content and I fucked up, she won't even talk to me, yohh fuck🫠

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It's like 4am and I'm sitting here thinking, damn man I hate myself like ndiyazicaphukela, I am literally my biggest enemy, constantly self sabotaging

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I literally spent nights not sleeping so I can bag distinctions and look at me with my distinctions yet with a fail due to poor attendance 😭😭

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You know yesterday in class this boy kept falling asleep during the class and I was sitting there like, I could've done exactly that pick myself up and just fucken show up

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I'm about to repeat modules because I couldn't fucken pick myself up and just show up, yohh I gave in on my anxiety and look at me now even more anxious and stressed yohh