kieran 🌼

#venttwt #edtwt ednos supergoat / will prob rant too much / pro recov , ifb 17+

[kieran 🌼 @lessrvalentine]

shisa diet accountability thread 🌼

i'll update daily at 12 am ... yay

[kieran 🌼 @lessrvalentine]

today's exam and the project are both super simple buuut i'm still off my adhd meds so who knows how it'll go 🥲

[kieran 🌼 @lessrvalentine]

suddenly regretting staying up all night ... i have a written exam after my practical , and then another exam tomorrow morning that i still need to review for ... and !?!?!? i just remembered i need to finish my research project by wednesday omg 😭

[kieran 🌼 @lessrvalentine]

@nflyaoism unfortunately wise words 😞

[kieran 🌼 @lessrvalentine]

should i :
1 . hang out w / bf ( ? ) and friends to relax after class and distract myself from my deteriorating mental health
OR
2 . avoid him before and after class , ghost all my friends and take a longer route home to get in 25k steps while i'm already dissociating 🤔🤔🤔 hmmm

[kieran 🌼 @lessrvalentine]

@HappyMonkey0009 shucks 🤕🤕🤕

[Livi (3.3/5) @livikgs]

People not suspecting you of having an ED because you’re a healthy weight

[kieran 🌼 @lessrvalentine]

practical day !!! cannot wait to overthink and become a danger to myself the second i step out of the lab

[🫧 ᛝ derpy @derpiedhooves]

telling people that food is fuel for their body whilst im living on 500 calories daily

[Berrie @N1strawberrylvr]

My desperation to be thin is getting stronger but my willpower to starve is getting lower???

[jules (he/him) (0/40kgs) @dovestarves]

why does no one on #edrtwt say how old they are please i want to follow you but i cannot ethically engage with children on this app

[celeste 🌼 @somedayskinny_]

ੈ✩‧₊˚ intro thread + moot hunting

celeste ♡ 25 ♡ she/they ♡ hsw ♡

dni: fatphobic + mean ppl ˙◠˙

↻ / 💬 for moots <3

[kieran 🌼 @lessrvalentine]

idk if i'll stick with this name ... will prob switch back to val at some point if i get nervous about irls finding me 💧

[kieran 🌼 @lessrvalentine]

@violetwind_ real as fuckkk 😭😭😭

[kieran 🌼 @lessrvalentine]

cutting was too conspicuous i've lwk started beating the shit out of myself instead

[kieran 🌼 @lessrvalentine]

can't tell if what i'm feeling is the start of a depressive episode or if i've already been in one for the past few weeks and just ignored it because of how busy i was ... it always gets worse when i'm not busy , and i only have two classes this week ... that'll be fun 🤕

[drug dealer anonymous @tuckfwelvey]

anxiety will have you googling shit like “can i check books out at the library”

[kieran 🌼 @lessrvalentine]

just noticed my course textbook has a whole chapter on dieting and substitutions in recipes 👀👀👀

[hani ✧ (-11/17) @sta4l0st]

can alcohol be zero calories actually, i miss having fun #edrtwt

[kieran 🌼 @lessrvalentine]

my ribs hurt so fucking bad oh my god 😭😭😭