me: *so happy to be rewatching Chicago PD again*
me: *knowing im just going to stop in the middle of season 4 when I get upset about everything not going the way i want it to*
ALSO ME: **presses the play button ready for disappointment**
Heartbroken for his family and friends.
Heartsick for the roles we'll never get to see him play.
Grateful for every moment we had with him on screen. What a legacy, what a light.