being a self-aware person doesn't mean i view myself as a good person. i think a lot of people get that confused. it literally means that i am vigilant of both my light and dark side. i have also made peace with my flaws even though i'm always working through them
I think my love with being alone stems from me knowing if I'm alone then no one is around to disturb me or alter any of my emotions. Everything is up to me. no one is there to misunderstand me, judge me, etc.
It's peaceful. A peace I don't feel often with other humans
I’ve poured so much into friendships, family and every connection I’ve cared about. I’m finally stepping back and letting people show me what I mean to them. I’m prepared to walk away from anything that isn’t mutual. I deserve more, better, and at the bare minimum, effort.