@KttnStns — critisice my looks or little things 😅
It’s the overal way I get treated in multiple situations where if I were conveniently attractive things would go entirely different.
@KttnStns Nawe don’t worry it’s not dismissive, just an extra perspective! I do feel a lot of joy and have very good friends, unfortunately I just recognize this pattern that doesn’t help with said insecurities:’) on top of that cosplaying and having a platform is fun until people also
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domestic #bkdk izk who brings home a little orange kitten after patrol after finding it abandoned on the street because it was getting attacked by bigger cats
kats isn’t too happy about it because he isn’t really a cat (or animal) person, but he tolerates it because izk looks at
Also rejected an apartment that I got of gerend and I feel like shit and everything is going fucking wrong but oh well 🤪
I also feel like if I go to my friends with these things I’ll only bother them, I’ve been a bother to them anyway holy shit
On top of my mental health being a little wonky atm my body is just giving up more and more because timing could never be in my favour so my mom and I will have to call the doctor about my chronic pain again😻
How are you guys?
I probably look fine to others but not GOOD in a way that people go out of their way to often compliment yknow? I don’t know what to do to better myself tbh I wish I did
Most pick me post ever but I have such a devastating realization every few months that I’m not really a looker and it’s just a bit sad because I used to be “cute” and sometimes “pretty” and now I barely hear those kinds things except for when I’m in cosplay🤡🤡