I’m constantly waiting. For a notification I know will never come. For a message you’ll never send. I’m constantly waiting for you. I think I always will.
No one warned me how loud his absence would be and now I have to get used to losing access to someone who I had full view into just a few days ago.
I just want this feeling to stop.
No one talks about how draining it is when your mood is constantly switching between "Its okay, I don't care. I'll be okay" and "I don't know how much more I can take".