Only God was there last night, watching me fall apart until I had to go to the hospital. The reason? Becoming aware and realizing things...
It’s not supposed to be like this....
So hypocritical—two months were enough
I feel like a clown;
it’s the worst pain you can experience.
Days went by and as time went by, the bonfire around which I liked to sit and warm myself was losing intensity. It was going out without me being able to do anything to avoid it, now I barely feel the flame. I hope it will glow and warm again as it used to.