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anghel na binagsak sa crust ng earth

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ang unfair ng mundo noh, pagod na pagod na ko lumaban

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ang lungkot

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tangina haha hanggang kelan ako magdudusa

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random wave of sadness..

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nakakabawas pa ng will to live kung sa pinas ka naninirahan tangina

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ang babaw ng luha q lately

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having episodes again..

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nagtatanong tatay ko kung ano ulam, ulamin niyo 'tong luha ko

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aabot pa kaya ko ng 2029? haha i thought i wouldn't ask myself that anymore.. thought i was getting better ://

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ang lungkot hayup, i wanna cry my heart out

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kelangan ko maging successful by 2029; by that time, i should be a licensed professional teach, have the diploma i’ve been working hard for, take my master’s while teaching, and run a business—so i’ve gotta stop these fvcking thoughts..

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di bagay sakin maging housewife, why do i even think i am going to be one?

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pagod na katawan ko pati utak ko.. gusto ko na magpahinga habang buhay.

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puro na naman sigawan

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I hate that I end up feeling controlling or possessive when all I really want is basic respect and peace of mind.

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tanginang hirap sa bahay na 'to, gusto ko na lang talaga umalis at lumayo sa lahat

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kaya ayokonh nagseselos e

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masakit pa rin pala

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ngayon na lang ulit umiyak nang ganito