Lost w BPD

just a place to release my feelings: no judgement zone. Free feel to release your feelings with me. #BPD

[Lost w BPD @lost_with_bpd]

they tell me not to let my diagnosis define who I am, but how am I not suppose to when it is who I am. #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder

[Lost w BPD @lost_with_bpd]

always in my own head

[Lost w BPD @lost_with_bpd]

im just so fucking lost

[Lost w BPD @lost_with_bpd]

is this even what I want anymore?

[Lost w BPD @lost_with_bpd]

these long nights get exhausting

[Lost w BPD @lost_with_bpd]

why is it when I am alone I’m insomniac asf, but when I’m with my boyfriend I can sleep the whole time we’re together lol

[Lost w BPD @lost_with_bpd]

Living in Ontario with BPD right now sucks. I just want to see my therapist in person. #bpd

[Lost w BPD @lost_with_bpd]

Fuck I feel like I’m drowning right now

[Lost w BPD @lost_with_bpd]

I am not okay at all

[Lost w BPD @lost_with_bpd]

I’m just going to keep pretending I’m not the problem when really… I am. #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder

[Lost w BPD @lost_with_bpd]

i wish I had the motivation to get out of my bed. #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder

[Lost w BPD @lost_with_bpd]

I deserve to be alone

[Lost w BPD @lost_with_bpd]

I hate explaining what’s wrong because I don’t even know half the time. #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder

[Lost w BPD @lost_with_bpd]

why do I get attached so easily; it leaves me so vulnerable. #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder

[bpd at the disco @DeepHydrangeas]

I really said "I am not my illness" and then went and pushed all my friends away to avoid them abandoning me, went and had several mood swings in a short amount of time, and dyed my hair to exert dominance in my crumbling life....

[Lost w BPD @lost_with_bpd]

I’m so fucking sick of feeling like this

[Lost w BPD @lost_with_bpd]

self sabotaging is one of my main traits #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder

[Lost w BPD @lost_with_bpd]

I hate being aware of my manic states and not being able to do anything about them other than let them happen #borderlinepersonalitydisorder

[Lost w BPD @lost_with_bpd]

Insomnia will be the death of me