there is something so incredibly attractive about not having to teach someone how to love you the way you want to be loved. it’s rare but i’m sure it exists. for them to just hold you so close to their heart that the things they do for you come naturally and consistently.
you are allowed to start all over again.
you are allowed to rewrite your story.
you are allowed to rebuild yourself & be a different version of who you were.
you are allowed to change & unlearn who you used to be.
you are allowed to outgrow your old self.
You deserve a calm love with someone who’s good for your mental health and nervous system. Someone who gives you that "I feel safe with you" energy, and has your back no matter what. Someone who is patient, your best friend, and brings peace to your soul during stressful times.
Honestly speaking, this year is really my hardest year. I met the saddest version of myself. I cried many times in silence. I fought battles nobody knows about. I was tested in all forms. All I know is I’m here. I made it here. Hang on there, self. I will make you proud one day.