the betrayal i felt when all i did is treat them right and understand no matter what the situation is for them to have an audacity to ignore and hurt me constantly
it’s rough when you’re going through things alone. no one in your life can relate so you don’t feel comfortable telling them. you just sit there in mental agony until you’re numb.
I NEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR gave up on nobody I dealt with. I TALKED AND TALKED TO Them TO FIX CERTAIN THINGS and when it didn’t get fixed I LEFT simple ..Nobody is going to repeat THEMSELVES EVERYDAY nor are people going to wait forever to get what they DESERVE.. The most selfish and manipulative thought process a person can have is to think you can treat people any kind of way and expect them to be there( saying that’s love and loyalty), then when they leave you say they gave up on you 🥱. Naw you didn’t apply yourself, for what you thought you was ready for. Keep it a buck with yourself, if nothing else💯‼️I only COMPLAINED BECAUSE I CARED once I stop caring it’s over ‼️
No one is too busy for the person they love. No message is a message and no response is a response. Stop chasing them and start letting them go because their lack of effort is their lack of interest in you. Prioritizing people who prioritize you is top tier self-care.
Consistency can show how much someone cares. It’s easier to do a great job every once in awhile, but to show up multiple times in a short time frame with the same level of devotion and consideration is sending a message.
hardest pill to swallow is realizing people DO NOT CARE. they’ll hurt you & really go on about their lives. not even slightly affected about what they did to you & how you feel. Regardless if it’s friendships, relationships, or family.
Unfortunately, when it comes to me, EVERYTHING IS THAT DEEP! Everything IS that serious. & yes I do take EVERYTHING PERSONAL. Find somebody else to play with!
I’m going through the most confusing part of my life right now. I pray for guidance. I pray for things to come together and make sense. I’m ready for my breath of fresh air and a life of peace.