𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝

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[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

𝚄𝚗𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢 𝙻𝚆

[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

@blossomkc4ls One time I ate a salad while my dad ate an all you can eat special at a restaurant and when he saw my mostly lettuce salad he said that then proceeded to eat 3 plates. 🤧 Mind you, I OMAD, he don’t

[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

I feel better today eating 1350 cals and exercising (-600 cals) than when I eat >1000 and bedrotting all day (-0 cals) waow

[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

So uhhhh… I may have BPD (leaning towards quiet bpd) 😀 that would explain a lot. I took like 10 tests online and they all said I had moderate-severe symptoms. Ik online tests aren’t 100% which is why I am scheduling an appointment with my therapist. 🫠

[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

@ukedeim0s The husband might have a job that requires him to be out for multiple days, like a trucker. This is a lot of food for a 12 hour shift, but it’s enough for 2-ish days, taking into account that men eat a lot lol

[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

@slimisms Add a few drops of vanilla extract or some vanilla coffee syrup trust me dude

[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

I eated and I don’t even have a clue what the cal count is 😀 it was good tho

[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

I have very visible stretch marks on my arms from a medication I took. One time when I was shopping, I noticed someone staring at them. Not at me, at my arms. I felt like a freak show. It still bothers me. I hate what my chronic illness has done to me.

[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

@wetpoolsocks @Zoalfcedancers I have fucked up them red velvet cakes more than once

[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

@celexastraving I take it for my PCOS, I haven’t noticed much difference if I’m being honest, but apparently, you’re supposed to take it with Vitamin E tpgs (a water soluble type of vitamin e) to make it absorb better. I haven’t tried it with that, so it might work better? Idk :v

[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

@moonieT04

[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

This also goes for vice versa. I rarely interact outside of edtwt. But from what I’ve seen it’s USUALLY non-edtwt. It’s frustrating to see 10000000 likes of someone dunking on a edtwt post with a few thousand likes. You’re not going to heal any mental illness doing that.

[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

I think non-edtwt should stop interacting with edtwt at all. It’s much more damaging than ppl think it is. That’s how ppl find out about it. They can ratio mentally ill girls as much as they want, but it’s not helping anyone. It’s only exposing people to disordered behavior.

[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

I know edtwt is toxic, but giving it attention is not the way to go about it. Non-edtwt needs to leave this side alone. I found out about edtwt years before my ed and not through twitter. It can literally set someone up to get worse later down the line.

[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

@DizzyDisorder That’s very dangerous, find a tech store that disposes batteries safely. Put it in a safe place without anything flammable near it for now. Do not use it anymore!!!!

[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

@cupfettikcals I have PCOS! All my fat is in my stomach and hips, I hate it!

[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

I’m about her height I’m literally an inch shorter than her and my UGW is 120 omg I need to lock the fuck in 🫨

[dexter🩷 @dexcia1]

Too thin for modeling…… imagine that

[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

@puppy_st4rves2 Apart of this disorder is wanting to get worse. Like if they don’t want to see that then don’t interact with edtwt and have a vent account. This disorder does suck ass, but ppl gotta stop being surprised that the mentally ill is mentally ill.

[𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊 ☾ 𝙴𝙳𝚝𝚠𝚝 @lovlym00n]

@wo0dl0use @carmencygnii I had a similar experience, I was on a high dose of prednisone which made me insatiable, lowk insane, and gave me Cushing syndrome. My ED was a way to “overcome” my hunger and, like you said, take back control over my body. I honestly wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy lol