@zoingthroughit literally my point!! i went to all 7 eras shows in aus, but im aware of how insanely lucky & privileged i was!! the gracie fans rn bragging about the number of shows they’re going to just feels off.. idk read the room a bit ?
@girlypoptart plus travelling, plus leave from work, plus hotels, plus food… genuinely so intrigued. i could never do that even if i put all my money aside
every time gracie goes on tour i get such bad fomo aus sucks its so far and ridiculously expensive wdym you can follow her in multiple countries in europe 😭😭
i hate how whenever there’s new gracie music or tours i feel like an imposter bc my first tour was good riddance and i never did sound check but that’s sO stupid it’s not my fault i couldn’t travel to a different country to see her earlier 😭
i’ve had really bad depression lately so i haven’t charged the device that helps my chronic back pain for a couple weeks but that then only makes me more depressed and it’s such a cycle sigh
“i’m not a problem you can solve”
“i want to be stable, but i do cave”
“i barely deserve it if you do stay, i wish you would anyway”
“i’m numb til i’m aching for the sharp pain”
“i live in a pattern of breakdowns”