shane apologizing to yuna and saying he really tried so hard to not be gay and fall in love with ilya just fucking broke my heart into a million pieces. i need to lay down in the middle of the road
the moment he decides. the deep, steadying breathe he takes. the almost wild look in his eyes. the determined set of his jaw.
i don't care who you are, you FEEL it. the tears in your eyes & that feeling clutching at your chest & swirling in your gut. that is our shared humanity.