I've went outside, worked jobs, went to parties, bars, restaurants. Dated, made friends. I tried all the normie activities. I hate it all. I really don't like this world. There is something missing. I feel a major disconnection.
i really think ill just be passively suicidal for the rest of my life. i know exactly what's gonna happen and how things will go because its been happening for years and years now. i don't know how else to be