no words come out from my mouth, only the eyes that speak, a hollow stare. to preach that i'll forever be the girl who always stand besides you, but never the one you'll choose to always be with. me, just to do an act of membasuh.
heard the night we met song on tiktok again after a long time, made me imagine i'm in a dark room where the blue light sines and lingers like a cigarette smoke. i come to them, curing their wounds in silence
you donโt realize how much your environment affects your mental state until you finally spend time somewhere that feels calm and your body stops feeling tense for once