anyway i start a new job next week but all i can think ab is how miserable i am having my mom with me trying to "help" me settle when she is doing the opposite 🤡 i havent been doing this bad mentally in months i miss my college apt
havent been on here in ages (hi) but its fucking crazy how you can know you need to be grateful and savor the time you have w someone while ALSO wanting to bash their head in and and tell them to stfu 😻
ive been lowkey recovered for a while but im bordering on a relapse idk how i feel about that 🥸 all my old moots prob inactive as hell so if ur seeing this hellloooo!!!
just a reminder, i was an “end-stage” diagnosis anorexia patient, i was expected to never recover. i was expected to die from my condition.
im probably 15kg up from the beginning of recovery, im 26kg above my low weight.
i have not had a relapse in 13 months.
recovery is possible