I'm completely destroying myself. My whole body is screaming for rest and recovery from all the drug abuse and sleep deprivation. All I'm doing is getting worse, more drugs, more stims to stay awake, more alcohol to kill my brain cells. I just need more all the time.
sum1 told me to diy my hrt process b4 and like it didnโt really resonate like i didnโt know you can actually diy!!! ๐ณ๏ธโโง๏ธ
wow i would love to learn more like with proper help and support i wanna transition.
i also donโt mind like doing it professionally but idk where to start ๐ณ๏ธโโง๏ธ
feed other people's delusions the same way you're feeding yours. jerk off, ruin your life, post about it online, get other people to do the same, and then jerk off to their downfall too. this is a ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ ๐ฐ๐๐น๐ and you fucking love it.