lylah

level 24| Libra| Here to share life experiences | connect | grow| Borderline | anxiety | anorexia

[lylah @lylahforyou]

You ever wake up the next day after a bad w/ an episode & it just feels hazey?? And kind of embarrassing?

[lylah @lylahforyou]

How the fuck do I fix things after an episode? Like godddddddd

[Talking About BPD @TalkingAboutBPD]

I feel like I’m about to have an episode. Feel really scared & losing confidence in myself. Terrified I have made a big mistake & going to lose everything I care about. #BPD

[lylah @lylahforyou]

when you see me in a bad mood that means to leave me the fuck alone.
Nothing anyone says or does will make me feel better unless you LITERALLY solve my said problem. But nobody can't except me. So let me b so I can get the fuck over it. Stop making it worse

[lylah @lylahforyou]

I am xtra 90% of the time

[lylah @lylahforyou]

Recognizing on my own when I need to calm down is so powerful

[Talking About BPD @TalkingAboutBPD]

@lylahforyou I’m so glad you find my words helpful ! Wishing you all the best !

[lylah @lylahforyou]

Not waving my white flag bc I'm fucking strong. But fuck you! 10x

[lylah @lylahforyou]

THANKYOU for triggering me

[lylah @lylahforyou]

@TalkingAboutBPD Ugh I love you I'm so glad I found you. You have idea how much your words mean to me

[Talking About BPD @TalkingAboutBPD]

I have these difficulties for a reason.

I’m not doing it on purpose.

Over the years, I didn’t have any other ways to cope & get my needs met.

That’s why I need support, to guide me step-by-step, in learning new ways. #BPD

[Talking About BPD @TalkingAboutBPD]

There are so many stigmatising posts, articles & videos which state that people with BPD are awful in relationships.

These are *not* true.

People with a diagnosis of #BPD *can* have happy relationships.

[lylah @lylahforyou]

I'm coming down but I'm still dissociating

[lylah @lylahforyou]

@JJprxncess Yuuuuup

[lylah @lylahforyou]

I don't keep a journal, which I should...but I notice myself go through this odd cycle & every couple of weeks I flip the fuck out for a week straight & it's really hard to deal with.

I wish more ppl would reply to me on here
I feel like I'm talking to myself

[lylah @lylahforyou]

I always have a battle w myself...maybe I'm not borderline..maybe they're wrong.
And then something happens
And then I realize yes I am, borderline.
It doesn't define me but it's sure as shit a part of me.

[Solana Summer @angelofacurse]

@schnabbbbbbbs Who hurt you

[Talking About BPD @TalkingAboutBPD]

Just want to lie under a blanket and do nothing.

[lylah @lylahforyou]

@TalkingAboutBPD Yes absolutely

[lylah @lylahforyou]

I feel so ugly today