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rat noises?? idfk im gay shit all you'll see on my account is gay shit I love yearning for me ngh

[sam ♕ @mxstbeloved]

And that kickstarts Ilya into winning Shane back because he never ever wants to experience that ever again and he can’t let a single moment go on where Shane doesn’t know how loved he is, because Ilya almost missed his chance

[sam ♕ @mxstbeloved]

and Ilya has to reconcile with the fact he might have to live in a world without Shane—or rather he did live in a world without him for a few minutes and no one knew he loved him—in fact Shane didn’t know he loved him

[sam ♕ @mxstbeloved]

#hollanov AU/ TEMPORARY MCD,

where Ilya does break up with Shane in Tampa, and they basically are miserable for months, but then Shane gets injured and it’s far worse than canon and his heart stops for a few minutes—

[Оранжевый сад ●⁠´ // эйчар фд кормит @Orange___garden]

#heatedrivalry #hollanov
Илья [листая новости]: Как же заебал стереотип, что если ты бисексуал, то будешь любить мужчину и женщину ОДНОВРЕМЕННО, я что, похож на изменщика?!

Шейн: Вообще... Они правы...

Илья: Чё?!

Шейн: Ну... У тебя есть я... и Аня....

[₊˚ʚ gianna 🥭 @g1gianana]

!! I lowkey think I could’ve executed this better but this idea bugged me for hours so IDC ANYMOREE

[₊˚ʚ gianna 🥭 @g1gianana]

(4/4) — Ilya’s twitter the next day

[₊˚ʚ gianna 🥭 @g1gianana]

(2/4) — messages between Shane and Ilya

[₊˚ʚ gianna 🥭 @g1gianana]

💌 short #hollanov smau — a few months after they broke up, a photo of Shane getting a kiss from his “friend” goes viral and Ilya decides to retaliate by doing the same thing. (Un)Fortunately, jealousy takes over him this time. (1/4)

[Drozzzy @Hurtyoutwice]

shane, missing the sarcasm: they didn’t?! that’s bullshit. wait here, i’m gonna go have a word with them

2/2

[Drozzzy @Hurtyoutwice]

#hollanov
shane picking up Ilya from the team doctor after a nasty hit

shane, nervous: so? how’d it go?

Ilya, grumpy: they did every test possible, examined every freaking inch of me. the only thing they didn’t do was shine a flashlight up my ass

1/2

[Drozzzy @Hurtyoutwice]

shane: and?

ilya hands shane the container and gestures to the completely stuffed fridge: i have a challenge for you, champion

2/2

[Drozzzy @Hurtyoutwice]

#hollanov
ilya stands in front of the fridge holding a container with food and calls out in a sing-song voice: shane, sha-a-a-ne, come here for a second

shane, walks over suspiciously: what do you want?

ilya: shane, baby, yuna told me that when you were a kid, the only way anyone could take tetris away from you was when you were either playing hockey or asleep

1/2

[chai🍎🐞Ი ᰍ ݃ ݁ᣟ݂ @chaiapples]

#hollanov going to a dog shelter and shane cant help himself but pet one thats so small but fluffy and keep going, "Oh, good boy, you're such a good boy, oh what a good boy," and ilya's just standing there, hands gripping his jeans, throat dry, lips dry, eyes wide—

[🏒 @sshhollanov]

As he untangled himself away from Shane, washed away the evidence of his unfaithfulness, snuck inside his hotel room, wrapped his arms around Liam, he wished he wasn't so selfish for wanting the comfort of the man around his arms and the thrill of the man he just left behind.
8/8

[🏒 @sshhollanov]

Shane cried, whined, moaned and begged under him that night. Shane made him forget that somewhere in that building a man was waiting for him. A man he spent months convincing himself was enough for him to be happy.

7/8

[🏒 @sshhollanov]

We're just going to talk. Shane insisted and Ilya agreed despite knowing that he shouldn't.

Between Shane telling him he was gay and him confessing things about Russia and his family, he ended with the other man on his lap, with their lips locked on a sweet kiss.

6/8

[🏒 @sshhollanov]

Shane who shyly told him that he hired a stylist, who reluctantly admitted that he broke up with Rose, that they weren't compatible. Shane had invited him to his room that night.

I can't, my boyfriend's waiting for me. He said quietly.

5/8

[🏒 @sshhollanov]

Liam who understood his situation, who didn't mind waiting in hotel rooms while he celebrated their win or mourned their loss. Liam who smiled at him across the bar in Tampa as he talked to Shane.

4/8

[🏒 @sshhollanov]

Maybe what he needed was Liam who smiled easily, Liam who begged prettily. Liam who loved sending him cute and sexy photos, spent hours talking and moaning on the phone for him. Liam who wore a frilly apron while cooking at his place in Boston.

3/8

[🏒 @sshhollanov]

He met this guy in New York after winning against the Admirals. Liam was nice, he doesn't have Shane's freckles or his jet black hair and his brown eyes. He doesn't have that toned muscular body that he was used to but maybe that was what Ilya needed, not Shane Hollander.

2/8