Honestly, same.
But weirdly enough I feel so fucking good and stronger because of it.
Ruining myself actually made me want to be more dominant, meaner, maybe get into findom too π€
So hot to come to terms with the fact that my sexuality is now focused one thing only, my own corruption and ruination
All I get off to is getting worse. Getting more addicted or getting fatter. Ruining my body and mind
Please help break me. Make it so I can never get better