i know, i know.
now hurry up, youโll be late and i donโt want aunt gladys waiting for too long. she needs her rest.
( a second kiss is pressed to his lips, then another. )
love ya. (small kiss rested against her lips.)
maybe we should make this a habit? inviting our family here every other year? my mom would love that. ( he joked of course.)
she said the hospital wonโt help her anymore - that theyโve done what they can, and itโs not enough. it sounds like she needs comfort more than anything. sheโs dying and just wants to be around family. iโm not trying to argue.
โalrightโ alright.โ
she pushes away the thoughts, the brief glimpses into the terror of their time spent mindless. rising from her spot, she begins to gather up soup cans from the counter. itโs hard to see them, knowing all alex had to do.
โcome here with that trash bag.โ
โi do know. butโฆthe last thing that kid needs is us faltering even more. so please let me help clean the house.โ
he was tired too. the last monthโฆthe last couple of daysโฆwas their family going to be the same ever again?
she obeys.
itโs a subtle, slow turn of the head, but it lets the scars on her cheeks show when she tries to smile.
โiโm trying my best, stephen. i really am. itโs justโ hard, you know?โ
โalex will be back from school soon. i just want to fix some of the mess. can you stop for a moment and look at me, damn it?โ
he put the empty trash bag down. frustration bubbling over.
his wife is quiet a long while after he speaks, her voice finally coming to her only when sheโs gathered the strength.
โit wonโt fix ( everything ),โ she breathes out. her voice is soft, still a bit ragged from all that time of disuse over the time when her will had been taken.
he knows he should say something. offer a few comforting words, but all he does is sit in the kitchenโฆhand mindlessly stirring the tea in his cup. tea he didnโt even want to begin with. he speaks eventually. โi can call someone. to give us an estimated price to fix everything.โ