β β it was a slumber without dreams , without consciousness , without joy , and without pain . it was a strange sensation . an absolute state of peace and emptiness .
why does one need to do so many fucking things in a fucking day to take care of their fucking selves jesus christ i need to fucking shower and fucking brush my teeth and fucking drink water .
( he returned each one, each kiss filled with love.)
this is not helping. mhm, fine.
(he grabbed the car key from the bowl. one last exasperated sigh followed before he vanished behind the closed doors.)
i know, i know.
now hurry up, youβll be late and i donβt want aunt gladys waiting for too long. she needs her rest.
( a second kiss is pressed to his lips, then another. )