mae 🍒🫐🍋🌸🌊☀️🐚🦐

22 - bmi 22.9 - sw 208, cw 126.3 , gw 120, ugw 96lbs — losing relosing the same 20 pounds for 3 years

[mimì ｡ﾟ♡ @mercurialhost]

fitting in a small but not being truly small kinda kills me

[haven ❦ BED recovery @chaervrsly]

no one talks about how you literally have to relearn how to portion your own food when you grew up fat/with fat parents. like no wonder im fat, im eating meals for 2-3 people

[Elder @elderisback]

i know this is edtwt but this is an anti Trump page and if you are pro Trump please block me.

[mae 🍒🫐🍋🌸🌊☀️🐚🦐 @maeisstarvin]

????? anyone know where tf this muscle definition came from???

i just wanna be skinny why does my body do this im practically sedentary half the time and i don’t work out

[mae 🍒🫐🍋🌸🌊☀️🐚🦐 @maeisstarvin]

@creampufkitty hai 22 going on 23 this year, and same height!!

[mae 🍒🫐🍋🌸🌊☀️🐚🦐 @maeisstarvin]

i know i’ve taken a really efficient poo when my blood pressure drops real low and i nearly faint right after

[mae 🍒🫐🍋🌸🌊☀️🐚🦐 @maeisstarvin]

@taylorzbones all my stats sliders are set to below average intelligence, then for some reason the character randomizer gave me hella math buffs. (but with terrible study skills)

[mae 🍒🫐🍋🌸🌊☀️🐚🦐 @maeisstarvin]

@taylorzbones idk about SMART i’d say autistically wired for math/puzzles/logic problems but i have terrible literacy or common sense and im the most socially inept person. but it can be fun sometimes because im 99% retarded looking and then a math prodigy. i like that it impresses ppl lol

[ً @viveecal]

even before i was extremely disordered, it is SUCH a big pet peeve when people are like "are you sure?" a million times after you say you're not hungry/dont want anything. i shouldnt have to say no 12 times for you to accept im not hungry

[mae 🍒🫐🍋🌸🌊☀️🐚🦐 @maeisstarvin]

body checks from the other night + mall trip

my bmi is mid 23 but i still feel like i look closer to 27-28 :/

[wills ʚ ї ɞ full liquid diet @anoshreksia]

i am a big believer that the “low body weight” criterion for AN should have “and/or rapid weight loss” added

like someone dropping from obese to healthy weight in the span of a few months?
THATS STILL DANGEROUS! THAT SHOULD MEET AN CRITERIA!

the “atypical” label is so damaging

[mae 🍒🫐🍋🌸🌊☀️🐚🦐 @maeisstarvin]

the only pictures i’ve been taking of my body lately have lowkey just been nudes/lewds because i feel so much prettier now that im smaller

[mae 🍒🫐🍋🌸🌊☀️🐚🦐 @maeisstarvin]

i want to post an updated bodycheck or maybe even comparison post but i feel so unmotivated to actually take decent pictures of myself

[mae 🍒🫐🍋🌸🌊☀️🐚🦐 @maeisstarvin]

erm?? new lowest weight and bmi, i don’t think i’ve ever been below bmi 24 ever even as a little kid. is this the skinniest i’ve ever been?

[˖ ࣪ ꉂ翅膀 — ᨰings ִ ࣪ ˖ ࣪ ﹗ @flygiseli]

honestly no one gaf when you have BED not anor3xia, they only think that you're just a disgusting piece of shit with no self control. anor3xia isn't the only eating disorder, people need to be educated I'm so sick of this

[mae 🍒🫐🍋🌸🌊☀️🐚🦐 @maeisstarvin]

@STARREXIIC our hair is kinda similar / yours is how i’m trying to grow mine out to be :D

[Elder @elderisback]

the average bmi for women in the US is 29.2.. wow

[mae 🍒🫐🍋🌸🌊☀️🐚🦐 @maeisstarvin]

this shirt is a kids size 10-12 btw

[mae 🍒🫐🍋🌸🌊☀️🐚🦐 @maeisstarvin]

good god am i glad i don’t look like the right anymore