i realized that i will always be the midnight rain girl, the one who will always choose to suffer alone. who keep on pushing people away when things aren't right with me and chooses to self sabotage because i believe that in order to save them, i must let go of them
Ditelaah dulu. Bosan sama orangnya, atau situasinya? Yang perlu diganti orangnya, atau suasananya? Yang bermasalah orangnya, atau komunikasinya? Kadang kita terlalu emosi sampai lupa, cuma perlu membetulkan, bukan membuang
I've suffered long enough. It's my fault for letting you get comfortable with disrespecting me. I've sacrificed my heart too long for someone who could care less. I have no more patience to wait for your appreciation. 'I'll change' is a lie you tell that I can no longer believe.
i usually deal with my own problems alone and i automatically distance myself from everyone once i feel sad and tired for some reason. i don't ask for help that often, even from my close friends, because i don't want to be a burden on them. ++