A new concept Iโm learning in my forties...I am loved by others; accepted by others; and respected. What a thing to learn now. Wish I could tell this to my younger self.
Today I have cried, rested, pottered and gardener, all in the grip of anxiety. Havenโt felt like this in so long but today itโs holding tight. Be kind to yourself...
Be more compassionate towards them all. But Iโm just stuck with this sense of complete injustice for my husband because itโs just so frigging selfish. Rant over. 2/2
I need to rant. My husband lost his dad last year. His mum has been widowed and I have all the compassion in the world for her but sheโs never once asked my husband how he is or shown any interest in his grief. I am so angry with her yet I need to find a way to manage it to..1/2
This weekend feels hard. A bit January, a lot restricted & incredible cabin fever. I would get on a plane out of here on my own if I could, just to escape the meh.
I walked out earlier, got in the car and drove around fir an hour. The pressure pit of lockdown, my job, two children, a puppy and ALL THE STRESS just got to me. So sad that weโre still facing this horrible virus.