the meanest thing you do to yourself is pretend you don’t want the things you want. shrink the desire before anyone can see it. call it unrealistic before someone else does. and then walk around with this low grade starvation you can’t name because you buried the appetite so deep even you forgot where you put it. wanting things is dangerous. I know. it opens you up to disappointment and to looking foolish and to reaching for something that might not reach back. want it anyway. the alternative is a life of pretending you’re full.
He wont tell you himself. But Boldy is the reason The Cool Kids exist….
Me and Mikey wanted to be the Neptunes fr. He was P and i was Chad. But on some Atmosphere shit.
Then late summer 06 Cuz came to stay with me for a week. Ill tell that story in full later.