Cognitive Ball Torture (CBT)

24 / M / bi / 18+ / rt heavy

[Cognitive Ball Torture (CBT) @malpwactice]

lesbians who fetishize trans men because they think they’re lost butches with a mentality of “i can fix her” are the gay equivalent of a straight man going “i can fix her” to a lesbian woman

[Cognitive Ball Torture (CBT) @malpwactice]

why do people online do these mental gymnastics about people’s sexuality when in reality some people are attracted based on gender not just genitals (shocking i know)

[Cognitive Ball Torture (CBT) @malpwactice]

this is no uncommon especially in largely populated lgbt areas (i would know i grew up in one of them)

[LGBwiththeT @LGBwiththeT]

A cis lesbian paedophile preyed on a child, sexually abused them, and caused the child to attempt suicide.

She has now been convicted and sentenced to prison!

YET ANOTHER cis woman perv that wont be picked up by the gender critical crowd.

https://t.co/0GZbDpDtPm

[🔞shredded wheat (COMMISSIONS CLOSED)🔞 @ShrdddWheat]

Flocktober: Day 3

[Cognitive Ball Torture (CBT) @malpwactice]

THIS IS WHAT I MEAN WHEN I SAY I AM ATTRACTED TO WOMEN!!!

[She-Rage, Princess of Pain @ClaireMax]

A lot of people tell me they preferred my old body. It was softer, smaller, more delicate. I conformed more closely to what they thought a woman should be.

Now I am strong and solid. I take up space, I am not quiet. I am hard and powerful. That’s scary.

I like being scary.

[Cognitive Ball Torture (CBT) @malpwactice]

i used to walk with a cane and be in physical therapy 6mo out of the year before testosterone because due to ehlers danlos syndrome i had extreme muscle atrophy and unstable joints to the point where i couldn’t hold my own head up
being forced to detrans would disabled me, again.

[Hard mode Lepussy 🔞 @___Hellbound]

posting this just cus my gf asked... ///

[Cognitive Ball Torture (CBT) @malpwactice]

being trans sucks but i love being attracted to other trans men we are so hot lol if i wasn’t dating my current partner i would really want to date another trans man again but cis people are just more plentiful

[Cognitive Ball Torture (CBT) @malpwactice]

@transilksual god when the he/him pussy too strong

[Cognitive Ball Torture (CBT) @malpwactice]

nobody wants to talk about this gender criticals are too scared to hear the trans man experience of trying to assert yourself but having the lesbian identity forced upon you because people take your gender affirming actions as being gnc butch

[Cognitive Ball Torture (CBT) @malpwactice]

everyone talks about transing away the gay but nobody talks about how many trans men identified as lesbians before hand because we just didn’t know what being trans is or sex/gender dysphoria and the need to live as male was because i know 3 ppl including myself who did that

[Cognitive Ball Torture (CBT) @malpwactice]

everyone is so afraid to explore this side of the story. the idea that so much of us weren’t actually lesbians before transitioning but had the lesbian identity forced upon us because when an afab acts and dresses male people’s first thought is a butch lesbian not a trans man

[Cognitive Ball Torture (CBT) @malpwactice]

transing the gay away lololol i’ll OPENLY talk about how my family tried to force me to adopt a butch lesbian identity to any gender critical

[Cognitive Ball Torture (CBT) @malpwactice]

i’m so glad i’m mestizo so many of you are so fucking annoying ❤️

[Cognitive Ball Torture (CBT) @malpwactice]

this may not seem like a lot but my cis male partner who i consider to be very attractive gets less messages than me

[Cognitive Ball Torture (CBT) @malpwactice]

transphobes: gay men hate pussy you will never find a man don’t bother you’ll just be ignored on grindr
my phone when i open grindr for 15 mins:

[🔞 peachygho @peachygho]

cmm for @ryew0lf and @Ne0Fox posted on FA a couple months ago >w>

[HibbaryAfterDark @HibbAfterDark]

I just love working with pencil so much.

[HibbaryAfterDark @HibbAfterDark]

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