I clear cancel and release all contracts made in deceit with all enemies known and unknown who have opened spiritual doors and portals to intrude in the dream state, infiltrate the mind, swap blessings, block blessings and invoke fear in any way seen or unseen. All things stolen, delayed , blocked or siphoned are now returned 10 fold in a purified and magnified state and all negative entities doing their bidding whether it’s a person , place, or thought form known and unknown are banished on every realm, reality and existence never to return again. & So it is.
Sometimes in your 20s or 30s you’ll get the opportunity to rebuild your life after a negative & traumatic loop. Heal from what broke you, live in your own space. Reconnect with your discipline and learn to love yourself again. It’s very important that you see that journey through
But you MUST stop fucking yourself over with this lazy, self-destructive nightly habit of yours. Do the things you need to do (show up to work, exercise, be good to your friends), and otherwise give yourself exactly what you need to be happy, and do not punish yourself for a second. Give yourself love and attention and respect. Treat your thoughts and feelings like the precious gems that they are. Respect yourself enough to allow yourself to be stubborn, shy, recalcitrant, angry, confused. Forgive yourself for this Bitter Era, but proclaim that it’s over. Today, it ends. Buy a pretty notebook for your gratitude and your self-acceptance, and put it by the bed. Dare to believe that this could change you. Don’t be cynical. Don’t go through the motions with this. The Bitter Era is done. You are celebrating yourself now, who you are RIGHT NOW, not a week from now, not a year from now. You are looking for someone with a taste for you, and nothing less will do. Believe that there is someone who fits that description. Believe that you deserve it, you deserve to be loved. It’s all going to work out just fine.
You can't give someone a perspective they don't yet have the capacity, bandwidth, or experience to understand/hold. Sometimes, it's not that they disagree with you. They simply haven't evolved in that direction enough to see what you see.
Hunger is good. Hard training is good. Intense cardio is good. Everything that is hard and painful allows for more pleasure in life. True enjoyment comes from challenges. The extra reward is a better physique, more energy and youthful spirit. Generally more growth in life.
This is your reminder that you were made for this shit. They threw you in the ocean and you became friends w the mermaids. They put you in the graveyard and you started talking to the dead. They wanted you low vibrational and you became best friends w the rulers of the underworld. They wanted you hidden and you became known world wide. They sent entities to attach to you and they work for you now. They put you in the trenches and you started healing the hood. It’s on you, not in you and you are here for a purpose greater than what meets the eye and you will be welcomed, protected and thrive ANYwhere you go. It’s the GOD in you.
Before October ends, you’ll understand the meaning of destiny & divine timing. The delays were your preparation to receive the right blessings when you are ready for them. What is meant for you always arrives. Even the piece of fruit you ate today was meant to be your.
When it's finally your turn to swing the hammer, swing it with everything you have. Precise. Full force. No hesitation and no apology. Because nobody held back when you were the nail. Nobody softened the blows or checked if you could take another one. You remember. Now build like it
when you feel inside your heart an upward pull to change, ameliorate, & mature, do not allow current inertia or downward gravity to keep you in the same course and hold you back from achieving & being more
you have to learn to repeatedly shed egos, drop your plans, & burn old habits & bridges to make room for new ones to form
Life fucking loves you. Things work out for you. Doors open for you. Money comes to you. Love finds you. People remember you.
Opportunities want you. You keep getting lucky in ways that make you laugh because of course it worked out for you again. Of course it did. It always does. It always has.
you dont skip the shower just because you dont have soap, or warm water, or perfect circumstances. rinsing off, even poorly, even miserably, beats being a stench aura grease monkey. so why do you do it with everything else that matters? you skip the thing because it cant be perfect, or it isnt what you intended, or you cant do it for as long as you wanted. quite frankly this might be a top 5 bogus mindset. perfect is rare. most of the time you get in adult life has the ends snipped off. youre tired, or sore, or late, or scrambling, or you simply dont have it. its like not eating anything that isnt michelin, or not sleeping at all because your alarm goes off in 6 hours not 8. do it anyway. take what youre given, or you waste your life never doing the things you want to do. brushing your teeth without toothpaste beats falling asleep on the couch and forgetting. calling 1 person you love beats calling 0, even if you wanted to call 5. 30 minutes at the gym beats nothing, even if you wanted 2 hours. shower anyway brother. its all you get.
I am relentless because I have seen what happens to men who stop believing there is more for them. the fire that once drove them becomes a memory they occasionally bring up over dinner. men my age already talking about their best days in the past tense. I cannot accept that for myself. I refuse to spend the rest of my life looking backward at the person I used to be. I will not. I will not.