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tired brown gal !!!

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hiii i’m not new to edtwt but this a new acc- gonna use it as an accountability/rant place— VV PRO RECOVERY, wish i could commit to it but my brain says no 😔 here’s sum good vibes 💫💫:

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@diet_margiela trying to be 😭

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i need to get drunk it’s been so long- done w being conscious

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hi 👀 no one will prob see this but i’ve been so dead inside lately and idk what to do so back to this shit ig!!

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i broke my 86 purge-free streak yesterday (twice 😵‍💫) and idk how i did that shit like 5x a day- rly sucks the energy out of me

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@whitemonsterfan ur the sweetest 💘💘

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went out, got v drunk n literally told a stranger i had a bulimic phase- like girl, if by phase u mean 3+ years then yeah

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@ExxistSkinny we wish it was 😔

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@famoolan ily 😫😫

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@tr_ballroom omg i gotta try bananas w cinnamon that sounds so nice

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@xmooshi idk it looks so off

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@skinnypendejas it has :(

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@bllllush this is so great thank u!

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@touchitdior strawberries 🍓

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has anyone taken m0lly while on ssris/antidepressants ??? were u fine ?

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@dietmila almond latte or vanilla cold brew- and if i’m feeling brave i’ll get an almond matcha or chai- i can’t go w/o my almond milk sorry 😭

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fasting today <3 also i keep seeing the number 4, is the universe sending me a sign??

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@skinnypendejas omg it has! u look amazing !!

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@snaillbs don’t start !! purging is soso addictive,, one binge isn’t gonna effect u, and ur unlikely to gain from it— try go for a little walk instead or watch ur fav show! <3

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my uni has a physical copy of wintergirls at their library 👀 abt to be triggered into oblivion- speaking of triggers, i haven’t watched to the bone in a long time hm

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it blows my mind that ppl my age r getting MARRIED and having KIDS while i’m crying over bread