The accounts you follow, the programs you watch, shows you listen to and the people you spend time with all influence the way you think and the decisions you make. Choose your environment wisely. 😉
Don't ever be embarrassed about your life. We all go through things that shake us, humble us, or force us to start over. Moving back home, losing your job, getting your heart broken, hitting rock bottom, and struggling mentally are all part of being human.
In this current life, pray to find a God fearing,supportive & dedicated partner. Block out the distractions and be disciplined to achieve your goals together,enjoy the journey there and rest will be history!