ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆

09,she/her
Dx AN-&ADHD
Relapsing after 🏥 aiming for harm reduction and slow weightloss-IFB ‧₊˚ ✩!! -16 dni

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

#edrtwt this was my account help me find my oomfs please

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

@honaicha @NotNijiku THANKYOU

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

@finns_grave Cute I miss Aussie sunsets so much

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

@honaicha @NotNijiku Where did u get the flavour drops from <3

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

@9746935383_leia @PuzzledTwT I know this it’s common when I was first diagnosed I thought I couldn’t have an ed due to liking food

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

I don’t think I have anorexia I just like being underweight everyone always says they have no control and struggle eating but I choose to restrict because I just like being uw so I don’t see my ed as a mental illness I see it as my hobby I can easily eat

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

@vvalentine2077 Happy birthday!!

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

@pile_of_bonesx Girl I have experienced the mental illness sorta anorexia it was horrible but this time
I feel normal and am forcing myself to relapse because it’s my only hobby and idk who I am without it

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

@b0nelyjester And ur fucking dumb how does this mean regular anorexia where did I say I have no appetite? Cleary know nothing about diagnosis when ur 16 w self diagnosed bpd lmao no dr even diagnosis u at that age so don’t comment on my diagnosis

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

@b0nelyjester Well make a post about it urself then fuck off I don’t wanna be compared to ur idea of more intense Ed’s

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

@puppifiedcorpse Eh is the devil 7k I ate for two weeks lol then 5k daily after for a month wishing u luck it’s awful 😭😭

[вσηιтα✭ @ccnottchanel]

i hate that blocked accounts can still see your shit lmao

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

@miimentos This is why there’s 0 food in my house

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

I am such a fake anorexic even with high calorie intake I just can’t keep food in my house w out eating it all I’ve tried everything

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

@saikaall I’m really picky

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

@eatyourmakeup_ It depends on ur bmi u would probably have therapy and see a dietician at ur bmi, when ur below 16 it’s weekly bloods ecg medical monitoring and below 15 it’s usually hospitalisation or intensive outpatient treatment

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@Unkownprincess6 THANKYOU <33

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

#edrtwt question for other anorexics as I feel like this isn’t talked about at all has anyone ever got eh NOT in recovery and gained substantial weight?? This happened to me and I felt so alone it needs to be talked about more I only ever hear about it happening in recovery.

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

@scarrfruits I MEANT TO SAY WHITE CHOCOLATE FLAVOUR DROPS😭was delicious

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@cutelydevious Agreed

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

Nothing anyone can say would ever make me give up junkorexia anorexia is unhealthy anyways idc about my health i love sugar

[skel ⛤ @rottenskelly]

lowkey wanna make a thread about everything i learned about fast food and ultra processed foods and how theyre designed to keep you addicted because all of this information has obliterated my want for any of that junk.. and i say that as a former junkor3xic

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

@Aylaafterall In what world is it mentally stable to be so scared of gaining like I was previously to the point I starved myself to being severly uw I had a preference for being uw then to that’s not mentally normal lmao

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

@Aylaafterall Girl this was a spiral I was having that I quickly got over and realised I was lowkey gaslighting myself I don’t then need everyone else to basically tell me I don’t have AN lol

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

@Aylaafterall I’ve been hospitalised and diagnosed with anorexia so I think my psychiatrist knows how to do her job I went months of assessment for that