𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ

20 | tw sh ed venting and simping ♡ dni: minors
high sw & cw 💔

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

I am Dyan! Not new to edtwt
❃ looking for new moots ❃

𓆉 she/her
𓆉 20 y/o
𓆉 german/english
𓆉 love anime, games and horror
𓆉 sw 102kg cw 95kg gw 80kg
𓆉 please dni if your are under 17!

Dm's are open ♡
♡/↻ to be moots!

#edtwtmoots #edtwt

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

Why am i not losing weight

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

Im not losing or just losing 0.1kg since a week man i mean yeah i ate around 900- 1200 most of the weeks but brooo thought this still is a deficit 💔

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

@traumaticbunnie I get you so much i have it on my mind so often but ive been clean gor like 2 years and a few months but ive been struggling so much the past weeks and everything is so much so if you ever wanna talk abt it or just chat my dms are open 🫂

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

Sorry for being a inaktive life is just not doing it for me the past weeks everything is so horrible and drags me down

[queenie • @zerozerocals]

I was promised the “I didn’t eat for three days so I could be lovely” disorder and instead I got the “I threw food out because I couldn’t stop eating it and then I went in the trash and ate it anyways and then I freaked out and didn’t eat for a day and then did it again” disorder

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

It hurts so much im so anxious sad and scared

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

Its my first night without him my heart is hurting so much and i cant stop shaking i love him so deeply and im so heartbroken

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

Work besti (bald dude who is 3 times my age) just got me a brezel to cheer me up💔 yay but still wanna kms and i broke my fast now cuz of that

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

Cant concentrate like this

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

Im so deeply hury and hate everything rn why can he love me why can noone love me the way i love them it phisically hurts me

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

I wanna cut myselfe so bad but if i do it my bf will to and that drives me more crazy and sad and overwhelmed i literally dont have any way out

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

Im so lonely

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

I just wanna be loved oh god please just one person to care for me the way i care for others

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

I hate myselfe so fucking much im always the problem in everything i can do my fucking best and still everyone will say im the fucking problem im so done with this life im just here to be everyones fucking servqnt and still not enough i wanna kms so bad

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

Do you guys have any low cal dinner recomandations with chicken? I have like 3 recipies i love with chicken but im kinda getting tired of them💔

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

@michelle_lowke Flour (so dough for bread cookies and so on is low cal)
Noodles (cuz i love fcking spagetthi)
And prob chocolate (love strawberrys with chocolate)

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

Bought my fav gummi bears why tf did i do this now i have them laying around here and have them on my mind non stop fuck me

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

OMAD for today 🌟big ass salad🌟 with 820 cals and 93g protein

[nova🩷 @novaliexpeach]

lieber gott bitte nimm fünf kilo von mir weg und gib sie friedrich merz

[𝒜𝓁𝓁 𝒪𝓇 𝒩ℴ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ @me_dyan_]

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