Something that changed my brain chemistry forever and think about at least once a week was my junior high pastor popping up on the screen at my mothers funeral to say nice things about my mom and then pulls a guitar from out of frame to sing a 3 minute worship song unprompted
coming down from my 30th birthday swollen with grief, thankfulness, body dysmorphia, pms, and all the love I could ever experience platonically and romantically. I’m really staying present inbetween the joy and sadness and it feels right
WELCOME TAURUS SEASON! LUXURY AS NECESSITY! MASSAGES! A LIL TREAT! A LIL NAP! AGGRESSIVE DEDICATION TO MAKING SURE EVERYONE YOU LOVE IS SUCCEEDING EVEN IF THEY AREN’T! CHANGING PLANS IS FOR COMMITMENT PHOBES! BEAUTY IS ITS OWN REWARD! PERMANENT AND IMMEDIATE CEASEFIRE NOW!