生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭

Do I look like

[ً @kreophagos]

i've learned how to bleed for quite some time. you have some catching up to do.

[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

Welcome as always~

[ᅠᅠ᭝᭡ᅠᅠ᭰𝐁ᴿᴵᴳᴴ̲𝐓̲ᅠ𝐁ᵁᴿᴺᴵᴺᴳ̲ᅠ𝐒ᴴᴼᵀ ᵎ ❭ @umberrecord]

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thank you , oh thank you my dear subject .
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[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

Happy Hakusday to you then~

[ᅠᅠ᭝᭡ᅠᅠ᭰𝐁ᴿᴵᴳᴴ̲𝐓̲ᅠ𝐁ᵁᴿᴺᴵᴺᴳ̲ᅠ𝐒ᴴᴼᵀ ᵎ ❭ @umberrecord]

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good morning . as of today Wednesdays will be known as Hakusdays——--I'll add this little adjustment on the system's calendar .
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[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

@Foresightsgen Why are you useless 😔

[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

They’re cancelling me

[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

@Foresightsgen Why… why are others so willing to pretend for you, but not for me? Haven’t I *tried too?

[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

@Foresightsgen *Why!? It’s not like it’s hard or you gotta do that much!? It’s such a simple thing to do and you *still won’t!? You like to pretend you’re such a good person but when it’s such a small thing…

[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

@Foresightsgen I dunno! Maybe if you start, others will follow your lead!

[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

@Foresightsgen But can’t others treat me average still? I can pretend! If we all pretend I am, am I not then… average?

[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

@Foresightsgen That’s not *fair! I didn’t *choose to be like this ——— hell, I’ve tried everything to not be like this; why *can’t I be average if this is not something I chose?

[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

Right, right! I’ll even issue a reward for the person who succeeds!

[ᅠᅠ༄ᅠᅠ✿𝐃ᴼᴹ𝙸̲𝐍̲𝐀̲ᅠ𝐂ᴼ͟ᴿ𝙾𝙽𝙰𝐌𝐈 ⪀ @_BL4CKFLOWER]

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surely someone out there is willing to fulfil dying man's wish .
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[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

@Foresightsgen I am, of course, simply more skilled in a bigger variety because I’ve had the time to sit with my inadequacies until they disappeared. The only thing that makes me different is “time”, but am I not simply the average person beyond that?

[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

@Foresightsgen Am I a good person? No, not really. But am I that much worse that the average person? Not really that either.
You might say “oh but no average person could do what you can!” But is that really true?

[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

@Foresightsgen Can be whatever you decide. I could be Akito. Or I could be Ato. I could even try to emulate Ai-chan, if you truly wanted me to ——— what feels “normal” for you, general? What is that “normal” that you’re missing? I’m sure I could find it in myself to grant it to you!

[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

@Foresightsgen True. I can pretend though! You know, a touch of normalcy and all that!

[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

@Foresightsgen Can’t speak when it’s a touch audience, hm?

[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

@Foresightsgen How come you talk so little in my presence? I’m just some guy, y’know?

[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

@Foresightsgen Aww… but I copied his [my] tone of voice perfectly and everything!

[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

@Foresightsgen I like talking to people? ‘sides, I can pretend for you ‘n ain’t that better than y’get elsewhere?

[生活┆ 𝐀𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 @memendiem]

Well I’d certainly be interested in seeing someone attempt that!

[ᅠᅠ༄ᅠᅠ✿𝐃ᴼᴹ𝙸̲𝐍̲𝐀̲ᅠ𝐂ᴼ͟ᴿ𝙾𝙽𝙰𝐌𝐈 ⪀ @_BL4CKFLOWER]

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implying your complete and utter disappearance of course——-- poof ﹗ bam ﹗ not a trace left * ✨️
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