cis men being clean shaven = grooming and good looking
trans men being clean shaven = wow woman you wanna be a woman son bad you don’t even wanna transition you don’t even want testosterone woooow
When I was 16 & suicidal/depressed I temporarily believed I had already died & my body was keeping me stuck. In my head I just needed to kill my body to "unstick" me & I'd be free/happy.
Death is not a straightforward concept when mentally ill. I wish people understood that.