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21 ||dni/dnf: transphobes, racists, 988twt/shtwt|| pro rec

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@WhiteHouse @NintendoAmerica @Nintendo did you give them the right to use any of this? Do you support this? You might be able to sue them, I mean they’re using your games to giggle about war crimes put out in a meme format.

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@WhiteHouse Even the White House is trying to desensitize us from a brutal and unnesecarry war by posting memes. One day America will fall and face its cruel demise from this sort of cruelty and I can only hope I live to that day to see it. Fuck the trump administration. Screw you all

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@tonyelps It’s not awful but please be smart about it. A lot of cleptos get in the habit of thinking they can take without ever getting caught, but then rack up a grand theft charge and get sued for everything they’re worth. If possible change locations and alter appearance when possible

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WHAT DO I GOTTA DO TO GET A BOYFRIEND THAT DOESNT LUST OVER OTHER FUCKING WOMEN

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He’s been watching porn this whole time. I’m so fucking done for

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@voidsinside I like metal and I got an ED… not anorexia, but somethin along the line of that

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@lunasrvng 21, she/they lowkey inactive but i try

[︎ 𑣲 misa ྀི˖ ࣪. @misadored]

me crawling back to edtwt after doing a little too much eating and not much disordering …

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im kinda sort back idfk.

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he called me 16 times while i was out with my friends, came iver apologized, unfollowed the girl, and pulled out a fucking ring. WHAT IS GOING ON?!?!??

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he broke it off with me tonight. i feel like theres a void inside of me. i still feel in the wrong but it hurts to see all these girls

i never look anything like them, im not even pretty enough to compare

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even my ribcage is fat. not like the skin around it but my bones are big. i dont ever think ill be small enough but imma try to be

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still feels weird ti be alone. im happy but i feel empty and void of emotions at the same time. i cant even starve as well as i could before

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he broke it off with me tonight. i feel like theres a void inside of me. i still feel in the wrong but it hurts to see all these girls

i never look anything like them, im not even pretty enough to compare

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i wish he understood every time i saw her pop up i want to leave a lil more

[lee ⭐️⭐️ @le3xo5]

it feels like betraying the version of me that believed i was finally safe
#edtwt

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bf wants to work things out and lowkey i j want to doe atp bc im so tired of having to be loved on his terms

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long story i kinda sorta broke up with ly bf and now im drunk and back. hii

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logging off. i think recovery might be around the corner and ive decided that getting off of edtwt is a great step towards that. recovery is worth it, and it is possible. i wish yall the best

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i hate that im incompetant. i feel like i dont do enough to carry my weight in the world and that everyone i love suffers trying to carry it. i feel like such a burden and the sad thing is that im genuinely trying my best

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@splattersk1nny thank you. ill definitely try these :)

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my anxiety has been so bad these past few days. usually i can calm myself by telling myself that everything is okay and that im being sensitive but ive been losing sleep and feel so out of touch with reality. any tips or advice that could help?