Anger is my ugliest trait and it's crazy cause I really am a genuine laid back person. I just hate feeling disrespected or played wit, shit turns me into a whole different animal fr 🤦🏾♂️
Cheating don’t scare me cuz I know I can replace a 🥷🏾 . What bothers me is thinking u can have me looking stupid while u do it. Sneaking, deleting sht, lying, switching stories. Baby now u insulting my intelligence & disrespecting me. That’s when my feelings start disappearing.
Idc who got an apartment before me, got their license before me, a car before me, got a DEGREE before me. Idc what it is ANYTHING BEFORE ME. That’s y’all time not mine. And trust me my TIME is gonna come for whatever it is!
the loudest form of disrespect is realizing they were never going to tell you. if you hadn’t found out yourself, you’d still be living in the dark, trusting someone who had already decided you didn’t deserve the truth.
but on a deeper level, i don't think some people really understand what it's like to carry things you never got the chance to process. they just think time heals everything, but sometimes it doesn't. time just teaches you how to function around the pain. how to smile. how to show up. how to do what you're supposed to do. you just learn how to perform "okay" so well that people stop asking if you actually are.
My mama just told me "Its easy for a man to walk away when he already been cheating, but a faithful man? won't leave you so easy because you all he got" This hit me different