Thomas Michell ( 3rd )

a man working his way to recovery . just trying to be a good man without sacrificing my principals. sober since Feb.25, 2022

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

In the world before I go. Thank y'all so much. This is something I thought about awhile now. It's what's best for me. Sometimes things just hurt to much.
No more tweets no more words. Just thank you, you all made my heart smile again.
God Bless you all

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

Not sure what to say , I'm still sober and will stay that way.
But I've failed the ones I love, I failed as a husband, failed as a man period. I'm not supposed to be here.
want to thank all of you. So many people reach out to me. It was so nice to see so much kindness in the

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

@bbilvu I actually asked... And got a sponsor. Talked with him a couple hours. He can be an ass.. but he's straight forward with the facts. I like him 😉

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

Meeting tonight was awesome.
Found me a sponsor. Sat up at IHop a couple hours talking.
Life is ok right now. I actually think I can do this.

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

@bbilvu There's meeting at 7 up by the old YMCA.. I'm headed there now. Wish me luck

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

@bbilvu I don't believe in depression, but at the same time it's the best word I can use to describe myself right now..

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

@bbilvu I got it

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

@bbilvu No, I'm very new in recovery

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

This is actually real. My marriage is over , I lost my home and most the stuff I owned.
Your supposed to loose everything cause your drinking. Not cause you stop drinking.
Everything ive worked for for the last 20 yrs is gone.

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

Just got out of jail. Wife and family called the police saying all kinds of made up sh**. Had no one to call 🥺..
I was able to save my job
But God I want to drink now. But I won't give them the satisfaction of knowing I failed

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

@farmerMols @rmwiersema Thank you for the support.
And noni didn't drink Sunday I got arrested. Soon to be ex-wife and family called the police on me when I went to get the rest of my stuff. They sold everything already,or claimed they did. On the basis I abandoned it all🙄. I was angry I admit.

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

This is my fourth night in a row on my own. I'm 48 yes old. But I haven't been alone in almost 20 yrs. I just didn't think it would bother me. Not even sure if it is, or isn't Honestly I'm to Damm confused to think right now.
Time to get some sleep and start again tomorrow

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

@WhouisB I'm just start to see what alcohol does to people , family's 🥺

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

@bbilvu I couldn't call anyone to get me out of jail cause my " wife " and family out me in there . They made up so much sh#*.. that I supposedly said. And I was arrested.
I was able to save my job, I talked to my boss.. and most of all I'm still sober
But God I want a drink bad

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

@bbilvu Sorry for not responding but just got out of jail.
Went Sunday to get the rest of my stuff( going to file for divorce) all my guns were gone( ALL of THEM ) they sold my stuff. Said I abandoned them. I was pissed 😡. They called the police on me. I didn't threaten anyone.

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

@SpaceCadet1947 Ain't that the truth

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

@sammigirl824 That it is..that it is..
I work most the time. But Sunday is my first hole day off since all this happened.
I don't know what to do with a whole day off. I just don't. I use to drink, what do I do now🙄

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

@bbilvu They actually escalated the issue. Yelling , cussing, name calling. It's like I'm in grade school. I didn't say a word to them. And that just pissed them off more.
I just didn't know what to say. I've tried everything and my wife will not even attempt to compromise

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

@karisuesaxe That actually really does make me feel better.

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

It truly amazes me how many people can relate to my issue. And here I thought I was the only on with Fucked up to family. Seriously was afraid people would think I was weird , throwed off or just crazy.
It feels good to know I'm not alone in the world actually

[Thomas Michell ( 3rd ) @Michael88893754]

@RoadQueen1967 Lol..thank you