In my years of living, the best thing in life is to give out the knowledge you obtained to those you trust because at the end you can’t carry it on to the after life. You might as well make yourself proud knowing the ones you helped can survive with out you & help others too.
You’re doing good at the moment but unfortunately a lot more has to be sacrificed for the greater good & this is where the all advances takes place also all the great stories resign in.