Rose Gabaldon Terry

Married to @thatdude760 Florida ⚓️️ California
*happy little rain cloud* 🌧😊

[Pistola 🔫💋 @LaPistolaDulce]

World Suicide Prevention Day.

I’ve begged my daughter to stay during her attempt in 2024.

I’ve watched that same daughter grieve the suicide of her friend just a year prior.

I’ve survived two attempts of my own.

I’ve sat beside people as they learned they had lost their child, their partner, their parent, their friend to suicide.

I’ve taken my brother down in the middle of an attempt.

And I’ve found my best friend too late after his.

We are the people you pass on the street every single day and would never know we almost weren’t here.

We laughed.
We loved.
We joked.
We went to work.
We took care of our families.
We showed up for everyone else.
We were called “strong.”

Because suicide doesn’t have a face.
Suicidal ideation doesn’t always look like crying, isolation, or someone visibly falling apart.

Sometimes it looks like the funniest person in the room.
The dependable one.
The parent.
The sibling.
The friend who always answers when you call.
The person everyone swears is “too strong” to ever do something like that.

Please stop saying someone “didn’t seem suicidal.”
Please stop saying they “seemed happy.”
Please stop saying they were “stronger than that.”

Pain can exist beside laughter.
Hopelessness can exist beside love.
And someone can desperately want the pain to end while still deeply loving the people around them.

Check on your strong friends.
Listen without judgment.
Take people seriously when they tell you they’re tired.
Make it safe for the people you love to say, “I’m not okay.”

And if you are the person silently fighting to stay:

Please stay.

There are people walking this earth today who once believed they wouldn’t make it to tomorrow.

I am one of them. 💜🩵
#suicideprevention

[Pistola 🔫💋 @LaPistolaDulce]

When you and your litto sister in sync even 400 miles apart. #twinning. Love you sis! ❤️@minirilla

[Rose Gabaldon Terry @minirilla]

@LaPistolaDulce Factsss! 🥰💗 Love you more! Happy Friday-eve 🌻😜

[Chlöe @ChloeBailey]

don’t let ANYONE make you forget who tf you are 💋

[smi @smino]

good weed on my mind…or wateva sza sed

[𝓂𝒾𝓈𝒸𝒽ℯ𝓁𝓁ℯ 🦋 @schelleyschell]

nothing worse than expressing your feelings & having them disregarded

[Rose Gabaldon Terry @minirilla]

Not many can. #imoutlate!

[🔮 @Cosmicenergy_]

If an Aquarius enters your life keep them.

[Rose Gabaldon Terry @minirilla]

Facts 🤣

[AQUARIUS Astrology @AquariusUnite]

#Aquarius are great at pretending people never existed.

[Rose Gabaldon Terry @minirilla]

“And then, something happened. I let go. Lost in oblivion. Dark and silent and complete. I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom.”

[Rose Gabaldon Terry @minirilla]

"Seeing beyond the limits of your own existence."

[Terms of Aquarius @AquariusTerms]

People underestimate #Aquarius because they never show their true potential, until they really have to.

[Ari @ariela1122]

Your body will let you know when it's time to see more or less of someone, trust it.

[Rose Gabaldon Terry @minirilla]

Here for all your mental health and morale raising needs... while deteriorating my own in the process.

[Tommy Chong @tommychong]

Stoner thought of the day : Each time you light your lighter your lighter gets lighter until your lighter gets so light that it won’t light 🤔

[Rose Gabaldon Terry @minirilla]

Issa love/hate that my LACC spring classes start a month later than I'm used to... 🙃 #toomuchtime, #letsbuildstuff

[Rose Gabaldon Terry @minirilla]

@LaPistolaDulce Wtf is in the air cause sameee 😭

[Pistola 🔫💋 @LaPistolaDulce]

You know what? 😂😂😂😂

[Rose Gabaldon Terry @minirilla]

You gonna take steroids to be a swole ass bartender...? 🥴🙃

[AQUARIUS Astrology @AquariusUnite]

Sleeping is one of #Aquarius favorite things to do