the crazy thing about bts concerts is that bts has always been my own personal private thing bc i’ve never had irl army friends. to go from listening to these songs alone in my car for years to screaming them w 60,000+ ppl is surreal
No one talks about how draining it is when your mood is constantly switching between 'its okay, I don't care, I'll be okay' and 'I don't know how much more I can take'
Having emotional intelligence is so dirty like i only hate myself. All the hatred i have in the whoel human kind can't just express & only can hate myself instead 😭
I don't have ego but i dunno how to talk about emotions openly. I really dunno how to break the ice. I dunno how to break the anger when someone (specially my very close ones) are angry i dunno how to break it. Why i dunno many basic things till now! How it's way too hard