meloid_fromthevoid 🎵🎧

she/her | hyperpop music maker | FFS seeker | MDNI

[meloid_fromthevoid 🎵🎧 @miswired_]

@UPRfan24yayay Rip to you too then man on estrogen

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At 24 almost 2 years on HRT I’m just accepting that I might be alone for a long time ngl. I don’t think I can be an actual option for anyone until I’ve had FFS

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@Monika47384 *last word

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@Monika47384 U use this app more than me so ig go ahead and have the last worst and put some images from the special folder. I’m going to bed

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@Monika47384 Hard to take anyone too serious that has a special folder of photos for arguing on twitter under random vent posts

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@Monika47384 Is ur gallery just filled with these or do u have like a special folder for them or something

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@Monika47384 Ok cool I’m gonna continue with my not transition then

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@rurimiyaa @diemoder Yeah I never knew it was a thing before. I never could have cats cause I’d be sneezing 24/7 & get super red itchy eyes. Crazy to me how well this stuff works, albeit I still never let the cat in my bedroom & still avoid too much direct contact with him

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It’s a bit unfortunate that my posts only get engagement when they’re negative or venting

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@akkaxkcn Best not to enter

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@rurimiyaa @diemoder Yeah. Idk how much it is but I think it’s expensive - but our living situation is cheap compared to other places in the area & also a lot of the social circle works w/ animals so he might be getting it cheaper than normal idk.

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@AustrisAda Idk it’s always my vent posts that breach containment but I hope I’m proven wrong & it happens. I might just be spiraling cause 24 feels old for me when I’ve already lost a parent & sibling

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@AustrisAda https://t.co/P1QH4gAM9C

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@akkaxkcn For what it’s worth I don’t think it’s a judgement of my value as a person, it’s just simply my external reality that no one is attracted to me in a sapphic way. If someone did show such interest I’d see myself as an option but it’s never happened

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@AustrisAda @GoatOlive123 I have a bad habit of replying to ppl who reply to my posts when I probably shouldn’t bother most times

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@GoatOlive123 If sexual pleasure were the goal I’d just detransition & have an easier time dating or hooking up

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@ayziuh Ah gotcha mb. Im grateful to not be straight I would rather be alone than deal w/ creepy chasers

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@GoatOlive123 50 Y.O. research scientist who repressed for decades & played the expected role - had a wife, kids, career etc & still ended up completely miserable having constant panic attacks from the dysphoria before transitioning. Would rather be alone for some time in my 20s than do that

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@GoatOlive123 Better to be alone in transition than to end up like John 50

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@ayziuh Idk if ur asking in a transphobic way but I like women

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@tangledtuna Thank you

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Tryna learn eyeliner but they gave me the eye hoods of doom n gloom