@fxllingluv I used to think I was so superior because I was never tempted to have sex before marriage. Haha. What I joke. If I met my crush all of those rules will go down the drain.
After awakening you genuinely dont give a fuck about playing a role and meeting peoples expectations. You stop playing nice...you dont tolerate or have time for people stealing your prana through dramatics and small talk. You feel so peaceful just by yourself.
If you have had a Kundalini awakening stay away from onions and garlic..you already have enough fire in your system, you will experience intense anger and rage is you have garlic with an awakened kundalini
The level of peace calm and clarity I feel now after become energetically aware and spending hundreds of hours meditating...I was in hell before this. How do normal people operate. ..It must be tough.
Stop eating garlic, onions leeks, meat , processed foods and putting chemicals on your body and you will access a level of perception you had no idea was even possible. Some people need to eat meat for their type of body.
If you do energy work and have all chakras and nadis open you become very sensitive to subtle energy..and you will know without a doubt that conciousness is not local. I can lie down in me bed and at the same time access perceptions feelings from people I dont know somewhere els
Yogis know that garlic dulls your abilities and perceptions. I dont need a yogi to tell me that onions amd garlic make a person angry. IT hits me right in the face. It's so obvious to me. I dont understand how other people cant feel these things.
...bitch...I can never understand why others around cant seem to operate at my level. I have hurt people, it's not okay. I need to realise that people are human...I am just pissed because I have an awakened kundalini and as a result garlic or onions cause me to rage..
I have sidhhis and a satvic purified energy body that means I can exist my body at will, read into peoples energy fields etc. I have to ability to heal myself at a rapid rate. I can feel things that others cant. Does this make me a good person no...It makes me a frustrated bit
@IterIntellectus Who wants to risk there lives, body and career to have a baby for a man who may see you as a gold digger, likely cheat and leave you to do the vast majority of the child rearing. Also how many men beat their wives and the system does not protect them.
When my mother tells me something bad that happen I just say ah ha. With absolutely zero surprise because I know that when ever my mom tries to do something instead of me doing it she will fuck up. This is why I prefer to do anything.
I am able to sing, and come up with lyrics and melodies etc. That's easy and just flows out of me. But putting it down and creating a beat and mixing and mastering. That's taken over five years to learn. I studied graphic design so I will be doing that too
I can feel energy coming through a screen especially If it's a spiritual healer. I purposely zoom on them so I can feel there energy and what's interesting to me is that the ones with the best energy are usually the ones that respond and engage with me online.