"for the good of all and harm to none high grades, good arts, $500 and modeling career are on its way to me and it belongs to me. and its used how i choose, i thank the universe in advance for all the things i already have."
in order to become a better person, you must first realize how horrible you really are. not in the dramatic sense, but in the quiet ways you sabotage yourself, repeat unhealthy patterns, hurt people who care about you, or tolerate what wounds you. you cannot grow if you keep pretending you're innocent in the story you created.