mai‎ ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶꒱ა˖⁺‧₊˚ || speedrun era

basically my diary (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ) edtwt ꣑ৎ• gw: 50 ugw: 40 💗 | she/her

[mai‎ ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶꒱ა˖⁺‧₊˚ || speedrun era @moen3ko]

JAN 25 & OTHER THREADS♡´･ᴗ･`♡

[mai‎ ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶꒱ა˖⁺‧₊˚ || speedrun era @moen3ko]

#stuDYING !!!!!!

[mai‎ ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶꒱ა˖⁺‧₊˚ || speedrun era @moen3ko]

@candy1250170 @biitemyhip are ur eyes okay 😭😭😭

[mai‎ ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶꒱ა˖⁺‧₊˚ || speedrun era @moen3ko]

femboys pmo why are some of y’all so pretty and body tea im jelly

[mai‎ ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶꒱ა˖⁺‧₊˚ || speedrun era @moen3ko]

using yourself as motivation >>

[mai‎ ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶꒱ა˖⁺‧₊˚ || speedrun era @moen3ko]

i miss havinf people to talk to on here guys where are youuu👀👀👀

[dakani 🌸 | week 10 locked in! @mx127k]

gym bros being the best ana coaches once again

[mai‎ ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶꒱ა˖⁺‧₊˚ || speedrun era @moen3ko]

dinnner yaya i know 16 year old me is happy

[mai‎ ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶꒱ა˖⁺‧₊˚ || speedrun era @moen3ko]

does anyone get a weird feeling after eating that feels like hunger but it itsnt it’s like rumbling stomach i sometimes interrupt it as hunger 😭😭 it can’t be hunger because i just ate #edtwt

[mai‎ ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶꒱ა˖⁺‧₊˚ || speedrun era @moen3ko]

@stupidevess ME PLSSS

[mars/jay🪀 @marsskcals]

who else listened to ‘empty’ by jaiden animations and boyinaband religiously

[@cried2godd @cried2godd]

Back in my youth, I was a fan of jaiden animations and I would always play this song she made. At the time i didn’t know what an eating disorder was so I thought it was just a cool lil song but bro holy shit the beat drop is so bad I can’t believe I used to listen to ts😭😭

[peach wobbler🌸 @st4rvingpeach]

this might’ve changed my life

[nia ݁edtwt @googieeyed]

i need to learn that being hungry is the whole point of losing weight i need to stop trying to satisfy my hunger

[mai‎ ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶꒱ა˖⁺‧₊˚ || speedrun era @moen3ko]

frrr esp if its ur own family!

[𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲𝐝𝐨𝐥𝐥 ⋆｡˚ ⋆ @pinkedcal]

i fucking hate how competitive eds are.

every time i see someone who struggles with food my brain immediately thinks: you have to be better, you have to be tinier, you have to be sicker. don’t let them be sicker than you.

i hate it, because that’s not who i am. :(

[mai‎ ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶꒱ა˖⁺‧₊˚ || speedrun era @moen3ko]

@Pegasus_Ruler HOWW dont yalls study?

[mai‎ ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶꒱ა˖⁺‧₊˚ || speedrun era @moen3ko]

i want to show my hair

[céa @thinfruit]

only worthy of love if im thin enough