it’s mind torture and i can never sleep and i have to play the painful events over and over and over and i think and think and i wish it was all blank and empty and nothing left and nowhere and black and over it and was all over and there’s. no relief there’s no relief ever
i wish i could be friends with people like normal again or just be remotely normal hahaha imagine going mute at the function? haha hahhha normal is niceeeeeee lovely 🩷